My time back in Buffalo this weekend was a very bitter sweet feeling. Buffalo has changed in the couple years since I left. It was good to see the hand full of guys who are still on the team from when I was there. Good to chill with my former #goonsquadian Marcus Easley. Walking through the parking lot during the tailgate time was tough. The fans showed me so much love and I could feel the excitement in the air. Signing books up in the suite during the game was fun. The fans showed so much love that my jaw and hand still hurts from smiling for pictures and signing autographs. I kept finding myself wishing that I was on the field. The fans kept saying “they can use you.” But as I have always said: that wasn’t in the plans for me. ITS BIGGER THAN JUST ME!!!